Year books and highschool

The other day, i went to my moms house and i was looking for my diploma and i stumbled upon my highschool year books. Its funny as I leafed through the pages and looked at all the comments written on the front and the back of the covers i realized how much fun i really had in highschool. I looked at Crystal's words and Nicole's. Vanessa's and Deanna's. Tina's and Amy's and all the others.

As i was leafing through the pages looking at all the people that are in there, wondering where they all are and what they may be upto. Looking at the different groups and the sports teams, often wondering why i did not join in on anything. Sometimes i feel as though i missed out. But mostly am glad that i did not partake in the teams.

Latley, Facebook.com has offered me the opportunity to rekindle those relationships that i had with my friends from highschool. Also, offers me the opportunity to talk to those people that i was not necessarily close to but went to highschool with. To look at their profiles, and look at their pictures and let the pictures tell the story.

I remember that accident in Caledonia in 1993 when the girls where coming back from the mall on the night before Valentine's day and their car had crashed killing mostly all of them. I think of them and wonder how different their lives would have been if they did not go into the city that night.

I think of all the crazy things i did when i was in highschool, shaving my head, car rides at lunch - smoking and laughing with my friends.

I remember on how we all wished that we were old so that we could do what we want and get out of the city. Now, I wish i could go back and relive it. No responsibility, no job, no bills.

I wonder why we rush and wish our lives to be over, just to find out that years down the road it may not be what its all cracked up to be. LOL.

Enjoy your lives
"Carpe Diem" Sieze the Day!!!
Enjoy life for NOW!!

Until next time,
Jewellz